Blog Silence
I hate not being able to sleep. It happens to me every now and again. I will be sleeping like a baby for a month or two and then i can’t sleep at all for like a week. Some influential people around me say that that is the best time to pray and ask God what he is trying to show you. I agree with them, but the problem is, how do i get my brain to shut up long enough to listen. I am trying so hard to figure out what God is trying to say but my mind won’t stop racing. I keep thinking about all these “what if,” and “maybe I should,” thoughts and I can’t get them to turn off. Sometimes I feel like as a person involved in ministry that God chooses the times when I am most distracted to try and tell me something. I feel like he wants to teach me how to focus, he wants to show me what is standing in the way. I wish I knew how to handle it but honestly I haven’t figured it out yet. So this idea of getting back into blogging has now provided me with one more significant distraction, so I am going to stop for now and try to focus. Hopefully I will be back with something else soon.
